Category Archives: 30 months

Horrible Mommy…

@ 30 months 3 weeks 6 days

Poor Ryan boy became the victim of mommy’s foul mood yesterday morning. I was reading the newspaper when I heard sotong asking Ryan if he wants cereal. Expectedly he answered NO. He has been so picky on his food in the last few months that it’s seriously driving me up the wall. If he doesn’t like the taste, he’ll say NO. If he doesn’t like the look of it, he’ll say NO. Anything unfamiliar to him is a big NO NO.

Sotong was sure delighted when Ryan said No. That naturally means, she could go out earlier (it was her off day). But I summoned her to prepare and feed Ryan his star cereals anyway. This big fussy boy took a small bite and decided he wanted no more of the star cereals, instead he insisted his desire to have banana and more Ultraman show. I seriously think he’s getting too much of Ultraman and I warned him if he doesn’t finish his cereals, I will throw all his Ultraman(s) away.

Unperturbed by my warnings, he continued to reject his cereals and started jumping around. This would seemed like an everyday thing , nothing to be angry about I know but somehow yesterday it hit me. At the spur of moment I threw all his Ultraman (5), power ranger (1) and monters (3) to the other end of the living room. I was really crazy upset.

By then the poor boy sensed the madness in this fury mommy. He kept saying ‘sorry mommy sorry mommy, yj sit down already’… and guess what this mommy answered. I said.. ‘Do whatever you want, mommy don’t care’. Thinking back, I couldn’t believe I actually uttered those hurtful words on a 2.5 year old kid. What kind of mommy I am????????

The next thing that happened made me teary eyed. Poor boy quietly walked over to his beloved toys, picking the Ultramans up one by one; only to fumble and seeing them falling one by one from his grib too. His tiny hands are simply too tiny to pick them all up in one go. He didn’t ask for help.. and I don’t know why I did not offer either. I just sat  there like a big fat statue staring at her little boy, mind overshadowed by guilt and remorse of what I just did, of what the heck I was thinking and what on earth was on my @&^*% mind to do such cruel hurtful thing to her son. What have I done?? Sobss….

Ryan managed to reunite all his Ultraman(s) after two rounds. My senses finally came back. I asked him to come over and gave him a big big hug and said I was sorry. He wasn’t a tiny bit angry at his mommy instead he said this to me… ‘mommy, smile please‘  :(

Ryan, mommy is truly sorry. I love you.. lotssssssssss.

His drawings

@ 30 months 3 weeks 4 days

Few days ago, Ryan drew these when I asked him to draw a pic of Daddy and Mommy….

I actually thought Ryan’s drawings were really pretty good. Hahaha.. I asked him about the the two lines on the chin. He said those were legs. Arent they cute!!!!!!!!!

… Then the more I look at the picture of mommy, the more I noticed a close resemblance of  the picture with something; of his fav toy:

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**Am I sensitive or what?? Mmm…. **

 

Yesterday……..Last night….

@ 30 months 1 week 1 day

 Yesterday……. 

I was reading HerWorld magazine in the morning when it suddenly crossed my mind that I have not heard the 3 words from my hubs for a looooooooong time. We still get our usual goodbye, goodnight kiss but … mmm.. I have no recollection when was the last time he said ‘I Luurvvee You’ (apart from when he was travelling). Maybe I wasn’t in the pinkest oh health for the last 2 days which explains why I wasn’t in my bestest mood either. So I grabbed my phone and I texted him…

Me: When was the last time you said I Love You to me? Freaking long time ago right!!!!!!!!!!!

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after 10 mins, I received a sms reply from hubs.

Hubs: Everyday! In my heart, you cannot hear.

Me: O-o-o *chuckled*

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 Last night…….

When I was tucking Ryan in bed….

Ryan: (Tossing and turning on the bed not able to sleep….)
Mommy: Ryan, it’s very late now. You better get some sleep.
Ryan: (Drinking his milk).. how about goodnight kiss
Mommy: (Again?? Given him goodnight kiss earlier) OK.. ‘muaks’
Ryan: How about 5 times? (he always use the number 5 as an indication of many/a lot)
Mommy: (after 5 kisses) Ok.. sleep now. Close your eyes, don’t move and don’t talk. Then it’ll be easier to fall asleep. (Meanwhile, I was keeping myself occupied with Marble game on my phone)

After 20 mins my boy was still awake, tossing and turning in the dark.

Ryan: Mommy, what you doing? How about mommy close eyes?
Mommy: O-o-o Okay Okay (feeling guilty and paused my game)
Ryan: How about hold hand mommy?
Mommy: OK la…  (and we held our hands in dark…heehee..) ..

…after another 15 mins or so, he was still awake…

Mommy: Ryan, you better sleep now else mommy will go out and you sleep alone here!
Ryan: Sleep already mommy
Mommy: Huh?? *chuckled*

See, I’m only a ‘xiao nu ren’ (???), small little thing like this puts a smile on my face…..