Category Archives: Mummy

Mummy is having a Bad ‘Neck’ Day

@ 9 month 3 weeks 6 days

Ryan likes to toss and turn on bed when he sleeps at night. I am not sure if it was the air con being not cold enough or it was plain habit wanna torture his parents (heehee..).

Last night he did exactly the same.. toss and turn as usual and lately he has shown a preference for mummy’s pillow, last time was daddy’s. (Yesssss!!! happy happy. I like to believe he favours mummy more now).

He will somehow able to maneuver his position from vertically along us to horizontal. Despite my efforts to vertically align him back, the next thing we know he is back to his horizontal position. As a result, I have move outwards and outwards to make space for Ryan to perform his midnight stunts (the tossing and twisting) and the bad news is after nights of torture, this morning I woke up with a sprained neck. It got so bad that I have to take pain killers. Arrghh… this is what I call a Bad NECK DAY.

Ryan the horizontal baby in the act
(sorry.. bad hand drawing here. Heehee…)

Bonding with my Baby

@ 9 months 3 weeks 1 day

I was supposed to pop by Eu Yan Sang to get the ‘magic cure’ for my baby’s heatiness till I remembered I have to pick Ryan cos MIL has dinner tonight.

Sigh.. here comes the sad story. I walked in nanny’s house and saw there was another auntie (let’s call her donno-who-she-is-auntie) playing with Ryan. She went like “Ryan, Ryan come to auntie la.. Ryan, Ryan, come come.. ” on and on and on. Ryan stared at her blankly and without hesitation quickly crawled back to auntie nanny. Sensing something amiss? No? Nevermind.. story continues..

By then I would have spent few minutes standing there (just few steps away) when Ryan crawled to auntie nanny. Yeah, he crawled to auntie nanny and not his mummy. Unless I suddenly become invinsible without my own knowledge, I am very very sure Ryan saw me but thinking maybe he couldn’t relate me as in me is his mummy, I just kept smiling lor.

Then this ‘donno-who-she-is-auntie’ still not satisfied, attempted to lure Ryan to her again.. “Ryan, come .. auntie po-po, go kai-kai”. Ryan, looked left, looked right, definitely saw me for sure, smiled at me, turned his back …. again crawled closer to auntie and clinged on her like ‘chap to kum’ (got hold of some treasure) and me by then kinda almost paralysed by Ryan’s actions just stood there all numb. My callings just fell on deaf ears. Seeing this, of course my heart breaks but in order not to embarass myself, I continued my ever lasting smile (fake)… so fake that I think auntie nanny sensed it. But but the one single bullet that pierced my heart so deep was not Ryan’s actions but this KPC ‘donno-who-she-is-auntie’s words. She said this to auntie nanny in Hakka (I can understand okiiiii) “the baby doesn’t even want to look at his mummy, likes you (nanny) more la”. **Ping Plang..** (sound effect) my heart shattered into powder already. Chinese says “ngan lui choy sum lui low” (cry in my heart). That was exactly how I felt.

Auntie put Ryan down.. and I seriously don’t know if she did it by purpose or not.. she sat at one corner (like opposite me la) and started calling Ryan. Like wanna tell the whole world, Ryan favours her more la (my assumption). So, almost gave up, I just stood there like a lifeless human .. just played along la.. called out Ryan’s name “Ryan, Ryan” (still with my fake smile). (why still smile? must put up a good show ma.. tak kan cry in front of nanny rite). Ryan, sat there staring here and there, finally crawled to …… mommy. I was really relief. I quickly grab Ryan and leave the scene. But I was seriously hurt. I felt rejected…(cry, cry)

I am not sure how bonding can be perfected between mommy-baby relationship but I have cared for Ryan whole heartedly all these months (erm, except for I don’t always pamper him. I can be quite firm on the Dos and Don’ts). The weird thing is Ryan can be very ignorant on our callings, but at times he’ll be very clingy and hugged on me tightly like there’s no tomorrow.

If I could have one wish, I wish I could read my baby’s mind…..

New Template

@ 9 months 6 days

Hehehe.. new year, new look ma.. I’ve changed the template and made some improvements to the layout so the side bar (especially) won’t look so crowded. So, now you know what I’ve been up to over the weekend la…:)

Quick Fix to Dry Skin

@ 9 months 4 days

For the last two weeks or so I’ve developed this sudden dryness on my face. It got sooo bad that my skin starts to peel a little. I must say I was really desperate to get a quick fix and that’s partly because of a advertorial photo shoot job I got for a car fragrance product (Thanks Liz!!). So in a desperate bid, I literally drown myself with face moisturiser every night. One day no result, two days also no marked improvement. Tried moisturiser A, tried moisturiser B, ding ding dong dong more than a week passed, still ‘mo tit hei sek’ and I kinda give up until I found this…


Does it really work? Yes.. it works WONDER. No joke. After a night, I can see obvious improvement on my skin. Today I went for the shoot with smooth skin lor.. Just barely 48hours ago my skin was like peeling sandpaper. Not anymore..(wink wink)

So this morning happy happy jolly jolly went for my shoot. Thanks Daddy for looking after Ryan. The pic below was taken not long after I stepped foot into the room. Ryan was happily playing in his playpen.

Can see my poor baby is still wearing his pyjamas at 1pm when mummy got home. Sigh..

Where’s Daddy?? Where’s Daddy?

Here lor…. reading his newspaper.